Absurd

The thought of that conversation, I tell you what, it just makes me want to launch my lunch.

Be it saying that I'm making a fuss over a tiny-winy matter, but please get this picture right and clear. IF it's so hard to keep a promise which is not going to be even inside your heart; and IF it's always be the case of standing me up for times and times again, forget it okay.

If you don't even think I am somewhat a matter to you, then why should I even think that every little tiny-winy words we have shared matters anymore?

Maybe I shouldn't even bother/care so much for others to take it for granted.

And, it's a bad move to even remember it and make that darn call.