Running through the mind

Resumed my work yesterday, after a pretty long rest. Sadly, I had a serious headache. But I survived the day though.

Managed to work with the new comers; thought they were friendly, but it was way not what I expected they were to be. And, my peeps told me that all of rest had gone to ION outlet. What? ALL?! Least expected that this news could worsen my depression in the early morning with the thought of tendering my resignation letter, while I was replenishing stocks. Sure enough, the speed of it was definitely slow. To be precise, I was dragging my time off, intentionally.

So, many thoughts were just running wild. I thought, Oh crap, what should I do? Shall I quit? All of my friends has gone to ION, and I am left here with unfriendly people. Luckily, there are still Jazz, Jess, Jodeline, Shahidrah and a few others whom I thought are the only 'old' staffs left. But still, I couldn't help it but to feel the urge of quiting this job. I have to admit that I am kinda of enjoying my job (at least I don't have face computer the whole day, but people instead). I know I will still leave my job someday. But don't expect that it would be so fast. There is just no motivation at all. But think about it, if I were to find another new job again, isn't it the same that I will have to get to know new colleagues all over again? So which doesn't make any difference even if I decided to leave. And after all, I got to survive. I got to fight. Okay, stop thinking and start working. Come what may then.

However, these thoughts vanised immediately when the clock ticked on 12:30 pm. The people from afteroon shift came in. Wee! There were Woman, Jass (hmm, there are 3 people whose names sound the same, namely, Jess (batch 1), Jazz (batch 2) and Jass (batch 3)), big Michelle and a few more. But I didn't see Paper Salt. He was off, I think. Haha! Wow! Serious, they are my motivation to keep me going at work.

Alright, it is time to get back to work (: