Mr. Moo

Hello people!

HAPPY NEW YEAR 2009! :D
All the best and may you strive for the achievements in the year ahead! (:

It said that I have a choice.

For the past few years, I had been hesitating. And, it is the time to go back to one. There is always a time to be awaken from sweet dream. Now, I am welcome back to reality, facing all facts that is killing me deep in my heart. Consuming of painkillers does not seem to cure the hurt.

But I am not going to avoid/run away from facing them.

I want to keep everything real from now onwards. Things have been circulating in my mind which sometimes, I feel like it is choking on me. Since everything is a chore; is a pain; is a lie, letting it go will be best solution of all.

But my conscience is clear.

I did not cheat; did not lie; did not run; did not force myself to get into a situation whereby I have to be forced to forget certain things/objects/people.

I.Gave.My.Heart.To.You.And.I.Love.You.Wholeheartedly.With.No.Lies.

But you used my trust; my faith in you and blew it off with your fling.

Enough of all excuses which you had given me. Enough of all hypocritical acts which you had shown me. Yes, full stop for everything.

I may sound resentful right now. I may feel like I couldn't make it through right now.

But no worries, because you knew me too well, you never failed to make me to believe of what you said/told me. I will not be calculative in this incident with you anymore. I will choose the right way to cherish and love you because I do not hate you. I know it may be hard to stand on my feet on solid ground again when I have already gotten used to flying, time will show I believe.

And, I have no regrets that I did love you so much.

Be well, my love. Good-bye.





And, I rest my case.

It sure makes everything else seem so small.