Diarrhea
I missed school because loo and toilet rolls welcome me with its open arms.
Thanks Jane, ShiMin and Boon for your concerns! (:
Sigh... It's one of those days that you ought to make full use of and complete all your homework.
"Bear with one more night!", said Becca.
初二
"I'm taking 168. Bye Mom."
Without heeding her words, I chose to walk to the bus-stop where it is the nearest to Rosewood. Alone. After half a bus-stop distance, I stopped at the cross road. Looking at all directions, Rosewood went missing and Innova Junior College could not be seen.
I was lost -_-'||
Straight? Or to my right? I had simply no idea which way to go. Count myself lucky, there was a bus 901 coming from the direction where I came from in the afternoon.
So going straight was the way.
As I continued with my walking, I was mumbling to myself, "Ah... Learn the lesson, Idiot! See what you're wearing!" Yes yes, it nearly took my life (more like my feet) away with an extra height of 3.5 inches.
Oh, it is definitely not a problem to walk on thin block inches. But it is definitely an obstacle when there is a need to chase after bus!
And yea, I took the bus for a stop, crossed the bridge and waited 10 minutes for win-win-all-the-way (168).
While I was crossing the bridge, I looked at the condominium right across where I was standing, everything seemed so familiar to me once again. Those places, feeling so close yet so distant, brought back the never-imagined-I-will-have-and-need-to-forget memories.
Constantly, I kept telling myself that I am fine; I am doing good with my present life right now. I have been brave enough to stand up alone, feeling my feet - so real - on the solid ground. It is definitely not words for self-comforting - but a reminder, a lesson that I should never forget.
What is there to say?
You gave the love a bad name. Yet in my memory, never failed, you have acquired an ageless beauty. It suits you perfectly, to be locked away in my mind's picture books like this.
There, I can forget your fallibilities and the disappointments, the aches of heartbreak, not once, not twice, but over and over and over again, until every breath was stretched into a timeless agony of living.
Both of us were so hungry, and always searching inside each other, for something, or someone, that we were not. Could we have made it? Might we have survived, if things had gone differently, if IFs ever came true?
Probably not. We wanted too much, we wanted to find the world, the universe and the reeling wonders of the galaxy in each other's eyes.
Yes, too much.
Probably, too much.
Did you love me? Yes, maybe, in your own flawed way.
Did I love you? Yes, infinitely, in my own little, selfish way.
But as we now know- that is not enough. It is never enough.
So here we are, 5 years down the road, and at last I can bring myself to say this - goodbye, goodbye, my dear, dear friend. Be blessed; be blissful; be good.
Yes, here I stand, still.
First time, first love. It is just another phase of life that I have gone through. A tale which I would tell about to my kids and grandchildren someday.
Sometimes you have to forget what you feel and remember what you deserve.
Oh george, back on track. A little too much for reminiscing. Maybe for the last time I will want to.
After which, I boarded the bus, and it was real crowded. Fortunately, there was a space on the second deck, and I sat beside this china man. The journey was good until the bus was reaching Tampines Ikea bus-stop.
That man wanted to alight, and without said, I shifted my body direction to the side. Really, as I thought everything was fine, his hammer-like hand knocked on my head. At that moment, I was stunned and my mind went blanked.
Like breathlessly, he apologised. And I practically stared at him with a buey song face. Of course, after he had gone, I went back to sleep like I usually will do.
Finally, I had reached Bedok Reservoir! Trying to walk my way in to find Pa's block, but mission failed. Again for the second times, I almost got lost -_-'||
When the lift door was opened, Pa's cousin stood outside and led me the way. The house was filled with lao bei bei and lao ah ma. And of course, my kakis :D
My luck was good that day. I won money in banluck!
Initially, Est suggested to sing karaoke at Cineleisure. But it turned out pub-bing at Boat Quay. Everything was free because Pa's brother paid them all - cab fares, endless jugs of chivas and everything.
Out of surprise, ZengYuan called (:
But I had forgotten what our conversation were about. He was at some places, and asked where were I and stuff like that.
When the clock ticked on 12 plus to 1 plus, Cinderellas needed to head home. There was school the next day. What a spoiler! Pa drove us home. But, we had been going round and round at Bukit Timah area, and Elaine was nagging at him. Haha!
Poor Sam had a hard time sitting beside me as Jacky was sleeping unconsciously. He was drunk. His drunk actions were exaggerating. He was doing push-ups outside the pub, and Kel and Elaine were scolding him to stop it. But he did not.
Thus, both of them were sitting on his back. Haha! When we had reached the carpark alley, I forgot what Jacky did again. Oh! I kept slapping him on his arms to move away because he was continuously blocking my view when I was singing!
Afterwards, Home Sweet Home! :D
My Pa has found a Ma for me. Happy Family :D
I missed school because loo and toilet rolls welcome me with its open arms.
Thanks Jane, ShiMin and Boon for your concerns! (:
Sigh... It's one of those days that you ought to make full use of and complete all your homework.
"Bear with one more night!", said Becca.
初二
"I'm taking 168. Bye Mom."
Without heeding her words, I chose to walk to the bus-stop where it is the nearest to Rosewood. Alone. After half a bus-stop distance, I stopped at the cross road. Looking at all directions, Rosewood went missing and Innova Junior College could not be seen.
I was lost -_-'||
Straight? Or to my right? I had simply no idea which way to go. Count myself lucky, there was a bus 901 coming from the direction where I came from in the afternoon.
So going straight was the way.
As I continued with my walking, I was mumbling to myself, "Ah... Learn the lesson, Idiot! See what you're wearing!" Yes yes, it nearly took my life (more like my feet) away with an extra height of 3.5 inches.
Oh, it is definitely not a problem to walk on thin block inches. But it is definitely an obstacle when there is a need to chase after bus!
And yea, I took the bus for a stop, crossed the bridge and waited 10 minutes for win-win-all-the-way (168).
While I was crossing the bridge, I looked at the condominium right across where I was standing, everything seemed so familiar to me once again. Those places, feeling so close yet so distant, brought back the never-imagined-I-will-have-and-need-to-forget memories.
Constantly, I kept telling myself that I am fine; I am doing good with my present life right now. I have been brave enough to stand up alone, feeling my feet - so real - on the solid ground. It is definitely not words for self-comforting - but a reminder, a lesson that I should never forget.
What is there to say?
You gave the love a bad name. Yet in my memory, never failed, you have acquired an ageless beauty. It suits you perfectly, to be locked away in my mind's picture books like this.
There, I can forget your fallibilities and the disappointments, the aches of heartbreak, not once, not twice, but over and over and over again, until every breath was stretched into a timeless agony of living.
Both of us were so hungry, and always searching inside each other, for something, or someone, that we were not. Could we have made it? Might we have survived, if things had gone differently, if IFs ever came true?
Probably not. We wanted too much, we wanted to find the world, the universe and the reeling wonders of the galaxy in each other's eyes.
Yes, too much.
Probably, too much.
Did you love me? Yes, maybe, in your own flawed way.
Did I love you? Yes, infinitely, in my own little, selfish way.
But as we now know- that is not enough. It is never enough.
So here we are, 5 years down the road, and at last I can bring myself to say this - goodbye, goodbye, my dear, dear friend. Be blessed; be blissful; be good.
Yes, here I stand, still.
First time, first love. It is just another phase of life that I have gone through. A tale which I would tell about to my kids and grandchildren someday.
Sometimes you have to forget what you feel and remember what you deserve.
Oh george, back on track. A little too much for reminiscing. Maybe for the last time I will want to.
After which, I boarded the bus, and it was real crowded. Fortunately, there was a space on the second deck, and I sat beside this china man. The journey was good until the bus was reaching Tampines Ikea bus-stop.
That man wanted to alight, and without said, I shifted my body direction to the side. Really, as I thought everything was fine, his hammer-like hand knocked on my head. At that moment, I was stunned and my mind went blanked.
Like breathlessly, he apologised. And I practically stared at him with a buey song face. Of course, after he had gone, I went back to sleep like I usually will do.
Finally, I had reached Bedok Reservoir! Trying to walk my way in to find Pa's block, but mission failed. Again for the second times, I almost got lost -_-'||
When the lift door was opened, Pa's cousin stood outside and led me the way. The house was filled with lao bei bei and lao ah ma. And of course, my kakis :D
My luck was good that day. I won money in banluck!
Initially, Est suggested to sing karaoke at Cineleisure. But it turned out pub-bing at Boat Quay. Everything was free because Pa's brother paid them all - cab fares, endless jugs of chivas and everything.
Out of surprise, ZengYuan called (:
But I had forgotten what our conversation were about. He was at some places, and asked where were I and stuff like that.
When the clock ticked on 12 plus to 1 plus, Cinderellas needed to head home. There was school the next day. What a spoiler! Pa drove us home. But, we had been going round and round at Bukit Timah area, and Elaine was nagging at him. Haha!
Poor Sam had a hard time sitting beside me as Jacky was sleeping unconsciously. He was drunk. His drunk actions were exaggerating. He was doing push-ups outside the pub, and Kel and Elaine were scolding him to stop it. But he did not.
Thus, both of them were sitting on his back. Haha! When we had reached the carpark alley, I forgot what Jacky did again. Oh! I kept slapping him on his arms to move away because he was continuously blocking my view when I was singing!
Afterwards, Home Sweet Home! :D
My Pa has found a Ma for me. Happy Family :D
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