Saturday, 15 November 2008

Prime


It does not belongs to everyone. I agree with that.

Honestly speaking, the week was simply hectic. My heartbeats raced faster than usual. My emotions had shown the word, Impatience, vividly on my face. All things heard were all unpleasant to my ears.

In overall conclusion, nothing went right.

I had no idea why was I being so nervous during HCI presentation, whereby I usually don't do that to the extreme. My words were all tongue-twisted. Like Severity, I pronounced it as Sever-i-ri-ty. How embarrassing could that be, you tell me?

At that moment, I felt like digging a huge hole from underground, hid inside and never came out forever. But unfortunately like the chinese saying, 醜夫辭早也需見家翁. I just carried on with my presentation, and passed it on to ShiMin as fast as I could escape from hell.

As I thought I will be prompted with questions such like - "Tell me about yourself", "Why do you think I should hire you instead of the others?", "What talent(s) do you think you have in you?"... Yes, the questions can definitely go on to fill up as long as the Great Wall of China - it turned out good though!

Except she said, "...your skirt."

Oh well, who cares about the attire! I will get myself a set of formal wear when it comes to the real thing, of course.

Wow look! I have successfully written a blog entry! I'm so proud of myself! :D

& oh yes, I'm trying my very best to keep my hair long, in order to smack on people's faces. But the temptation for cutting it off is pretty strong as well. HAHA!

Hooray! No school for me on Monday 'cos it's TPRAWKS DAY! :D

Some people just look down on me, even without them saying those words out. They just don't even bother to ask if I'm able to do it. Due to my size, they just doubt my talent though. Because to them, I may be just some brainless ass. Some people are being so freaking selfish in your own way of thinking. Serious, it is really such a turn-off. Some people just keep thinking, "I am right." Goodness! Do you really think so? I just don't understand some people could just keep arguing their ass off just to prove that they are freaking right. But never mind people, I do still have some of self-worth in me. Time will prove everything though.