I don't know

Grr...

Am I over-stressed? Am I over-bored? Am I hungry? Am I thirsty? Am I going to die? Am I not having enough sleep?

I don't know. Thousands of I-don't-know. It seems like truckload of things jamming in my mind and crumpling down on my shoulders, that my brain is going to explode.

I took my medicine, but it doesn't seem to help much. In fact, I am coughing more than often. And more terrible and horrible. One word, JiaLat.

For all I know what to say now is, "I don't know."

Is it because I really don't know? Or is it simply because I don't even feel like thinking?

Keeping this and that at here and there is more like I am suiciding slowly. Oh my goodness... I am spouting nonsensical bullshits, that I don't even know what am I talking about now.

I guess I am feeling too sick of all the staying-in-conscious-mind state, which is making me more of going insane in a nano speed of time.

I don't want to think...
I don't want to think...
I don't want to think...

I JUST had enough of everything!

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Okay, back to normal again. Haha! It is time to get back to assignments, assignments, and still, ASSIGNMENTS! :D