Happy anger

What the fuck?

For Pete's sake, I almost spit that fugly little word out of my mouth. C'mon, I'm trying to be understanding if you could be more considerate in your irresponsible actions! Why is it like I always have to wait for like hours, as though I deserve to be?! And, I should be the one to be angry right now!

To sum up all my going-to-be-exploded anger, I ended everything with a WALAO!

Phew! I'm proud of myself that I've made a (not a big one, but a...) slight improvement in controlling my used-to-be-very-explosive anger, and have succeeded in calming myself down within short period! Hee hee hee! (:

In fact, I'm feeling pretty gay now (regardless being hungry is one of the reasons why I am feeling rather pissed). I can't be hungry. So, I might be the one of the first to die of hunger if there's a war (choy choy choy!). Haha!

Initially, before putting down the call, I thought of a lot grounding words of how unhappy/irritated/pissed I was. But little did I know, I was once again blocked out (or forgot) all of that.