Fallen deep

I’d give you all of my heart,
If that was what was best.
Though you already have most of it,
I’d give you all the rest.

I give in to what I gave you.
You can control me with so many things.
I’m like an overused puppet.
And only you can cut the strings.

It’s like you know my every move,
And you bend me to your will.
But you knew that if I was broken,
I’d obey you still.

I said that I was mad at you,
But you know how good I can lie.
I didn’t want to believe my words,
Because each one made me cry.

I tried to cut the strings today,
And I tried to break free from your grasp.
But I know I’d still come if you called me,
And that my free will would not last.

I don’t mind being your puppet,
Use me as you will.
I’ll be waiting here forever,
As long as you need me still.

One last show for the people,
Let’s see what this puppet can do.
I’d do anything you wanted,
If you said “I love you too”.

If I could give you my heart,
I wouldn’t hesitate to.
But I can’t give away,
What I’ve already given you.

我愛你。

Self-denial? Nah, maybe I'll love it.

Just recently, I was shocked by something... my voice! It is very different from the voice I heard myself and the voice transmitted out of my mouth!

I just can't believe it that Darl told me to record it down, to see if it's the same. And so... he said, Yea, that's your voice. -_-'|| I mean, OH MY! REALLY?! IS THAT REALLY MY VOICE?! I'm in self-denial again. 'Cos I just don't want to accept the fact of what I've heard myself.

It's so... light.

But on the other hand, it's pretty refreshing for me (though my friends have been hearing my voice for like years?). I think I'm gonna like it very much. Haha!