Oh mama mia!
Okay, this is really very random. I've decided to write this entry because I can NO LONGER take it of being self denial for not missing you so much. Random thoughts are haunting me. Wow, it's really scary.
I've been doing these for these few days (which to the others, may seem a bit silly and stupid):
☛ having a slightly of heart-attack
☛ always feeling empty in my stomach (oh well, I know it's pretty no link. But it's my SYNDROME!)
☛ don't get the mood to get my things done
And so, to neutralize my mind back in the right track, I've been doing these too:
☛ stupidly scrolling up and down in my 'Inbox' and 'Sent Messages'
☛ talking way too much craps in school (I just don't want to be 'normal')
☛ most importantly, looking and reading my love letter over and all over again! (serious, it never get me sick of it. In fact, it works for me! Yea, of course. That's meant for me. Ah, sheesh!)
For now, I'm just trying to drag off my time. Supposedly to be studying for my OOPG, but to be honest, I seriously CAN'T! I need to make a call before my heart starts to explode at anytime. Whatever it may be, I don't really care now. All I just want to convey my message saying, I miss you.
Anyway, I took my CMaths 2 paper today. The happy thing was, there are only 5 questions! But, with the part a, part b, and also with the i, ii, iii and so on and so forth. The first 2 questions had killed me in just ONE shot! Damn... Because it's on the topic 2, Permutation and Combination. Ah, I've stupidly messed up the entire concepts! So, die...
So, initially, I thought it'd be better for the rest of the questions because it's the err... hmm... what does it called??? Eh, whatever, it's topic 3. But but but! I've to blame myself for having such a really retarded and careless brain! I've simply made too many careless mistakes! Can I pass like that? I wonder. I mean, one question consists of 20 marks! Oh man! It's so gonna kill me luh!
Lets pray... I pray and pray and pray that I will pass my paper and won't take the sup paper! I just remember something! I've gotten a really nice gift from school, which was the WARNING LETTER!!! Yea, I pulled a britney. Hopefully not in the year 2. Hopefully, is the best word I could find in my mind. I want to score well in year 2. So yea. That's about it. Oh my! First time sia! I was pretty excited and nervous. Excited was because I couldn't imagine that I actually got one like some ahem ahem, and being nervous was because I was afraid that it'll affect my grades.
Oh well, back to my story. My mom actually called me at once and grounded at me by saying, Oi JiaYi! What have you done in school huh?! Why do you have a warning letter from school huh?!
To be honest, I was stunned at the very moment when she started grounding at me. 'Cos I practically had no idea which module was she talking about! So, I just randomly said, Aiya! It's the CMaths luh! 'Cos I was queuing up at the printing shop for like 2 hours plus le leh, so as to get my project done! Hello wei, which one do you think is more important? My project or the lesson huh?
So glad that she just replied me with a, Orh okay. Hurry up and be home ah! Phew! Semester 2 is a real mess for me that I've to say.
Hours later...
After procrastinating for like an hour or so by forcing myself to study a few slides of OOPG, okay, I've finally made my call. Yay! I DID IT! But, a pretty bad one though. Besides, I've failed to open my mouth and say, Hey Darl, I miss you. D: Because I'm afraid... afraid to hear from love saying, No, I don't. Or simply just, Orh. (though I know Orh is better than nothing is being said)
I can be considered pretty fortunate that I'm rather free from the papers hell now. Left a paper to go! :D Because my course is on project based. And so, while others are enjoying life during the normal school days, we are like dead corpse (for not sleeping like a week or so? Even if we do, it's only 2 hours out of 24 hours!) - chionging our super heavy project loads, or simply, project mania, 'til the end of each semester before examination starts! I mean, having all the projects handed in and all the presentations to be done in just one week! Furthermore, it's the LAST week of school! -_-'l| Sigh...
The worst thing comes when you've chosen language CDS like me - role play time! Crap, one of our members was so... argh! Oh well, to be honest, I don't really feel angry for what he'd done. Because I know how much effort we'd put in the assignment. He told us that he wasn't interested in Japanese Culture. He joined for the sake of his friends. Okay, I understand that. So, it wasn't really a big deal if he's put in his heart on that role play. But still, we did did something for that, and Cai and I didn't wish to put it to waste. I just feel bek cek because he was late! Real late!
Ah, I seem to write a lot huh? Yea, I always do when in stress moments. So I reckon I would feel better in such way.
Ganbatte for all those who are mugging hard for their papers! :D
Not again...
Crap! Flickr doesn't allow to show my pictures that are beyond 200 ): I ought to find a way man. 200 photos are never enough for me! It's like 1/100 of my photos?
Alright alright, everything to be done AFTER exam!
One very last thing, I really clarify that I WASN'T NAKED IN THE PHOTOS PEOPLE! I wore a tube top! Yea, A TUBE TOP!
Okay, this is really very random. I've decided to write this entry because I can NO LONGER take it of being self denial for not missing you so much. Random thoughts are haunting me. Wow, it's really scary.
I've been doing these for these few days (which to the others, may seem a bit silly and stupid):
☛ having a slightly of heart-attack
☛ always feeling empty in my stomach (oh well, I know it's pretty no link. But it's my SYNDROME!)
☛ don't get the mood to get my things done
And so, to neutralize my mind back in the right track, I've been doing these too:
☛ stupidly scrolling up and down in my 'Inbox' and 'Sent Messages'
☛ talking way too much craps in school (I just don't want to be 'normal')
☛ most importantly, looking and reading my love letter over and all over again! (serious, it never get me sick of it. In fact, it works for me! Yea, of course. That's meant for me. Ah, sheesh!)
For now, I'm just trying to drag off my time. Supposedly to be studying for my OOPG, but to be honest, I seriously CAN'T! I need to make a call before my heart starts to explode at anytime. Whatever it may be, I don't really care now. All I just want to convey my message saying, I miss you.
Anyway, I took my CMaths 2 paper today. The happy thing was, there are only 5 questions! But, with the part a, part b, and also with the i, ii, iii and so on and so forth. The first 2 questions had killed me in just ONE shot! Damn... Because it's on the topic 2, Permutation and Combination. Ah, I've stupidly messed up the entire concepts! So, die...
So, initially, I thought it'd be better for the rest of the questions because it's the err... hmm... what does it called??? Eh, whatever, it's topic 3. But but but! I've to blame myself for having such a really retarded and careless brain! I've simply made too many careless mistakes! Can I pass like that? I wonder. I mean, one question consists of 20 marks! Oh man! It's so gonna kill me luh!
Lets pray... I pray and pray and pray that I will pass my paper and won't take the sup paper! I just remember something! I've gotten a really nice gift from school, which was the WARNING LETTER!!! Yea, I pulled a britney. Hopefully not in the year 2. Hopefully, is the best word I could find in my mind. I want to score well in year 2. So yea. That's about it. Oh my! First time sia! I was pretty excited and nervous. Excited was because I couldn't imagine that I actually got one like some ahem ahem, and being nervous was because I was afraid that it'll affect my grades.
Oh well, back to my story. My mom actually called me at once and grounded at me by saying, Oi JiaYi! What have you done in school huh?! Why do you have a warning letter from school huh?!
To be honest, I was stunned at the very moment when she started grounding at me. 'Cos I practically had no idea which module was she talking about! So, I just randomly said, Aiya! It's the CMaths luh! 'Cos I was queuing up at the printing shop for like 2 hours plus le leh, so as to get my project done! Hello wei, which one do you think is more important? My project or the lesson huh?
So glad that she just replied me with a, Orh okay. Hurry up and be home ah! Phew! Semester 2 is a real mess for me that I've to say.
Hours later...
After procrastinating for like an hour or so by forcing myself to study a few slides of OOPG, okay, I've finally made my call. Yay! I DID IT! But, a pretty bad one though. Besides, I've failed to open my mouth and say, Hey Darl, I miss you. D: Because I'm afraid... afraid to hear from love saying, No, I don't. Or simply just, Orh. (though I know Orh is better than nothing is being said)
I can be considered pretty fortunate that I'm rather free from the papers hell now. Left a paper to go! :D Because my course is on project based. And so, while others are enjoying life during the normal school days, we are like dead corpse (for not sleeping like a week or so? Even if we do, it's only 2 hours out of 24 hours!) - chionging our super heavy project loads, or simply, project mania, 'til the end of each semester before examination starts! I mean, having all the projects handed in and all the presentations to be done in just one week! Furthermore, it's the LAST week of school! -_-'l| Sigh...
The worst thing comes when you've chosen language CDS like me - role play time! Crap, one of our members was so... argh! Oh well, to be honest, I don't really feel angry for what he'd done. Because I know how much effort we'd put in the assignment. He told us that he wasn't interested in Japanese Culture. He joined for the sake of his friends. Okay, I understand that. So, it wasn't really a big deal if he's put in his heart on that role play. But still, we did did something for that, and Cai and I didn't wish to put it to waste. I just feel bek cek because he was late! Real late!
Ah, I seem to write a lot huh? Yea, I always do when in stress moments. So I reckon I would feel better in such way.
Ganbatte for all those who are mugging hard for their papers! :D
Not again...
Crap! Flickr doesn't allow to show my pictures that are beyond 200 ): I ought to find a way man. 200 photos are never enough for me! It's like 1/100 of my photos?
Alright alright, everything to be done AFTER exam!
One very last thing, I really clarify that I WASN'T NAKED IN THE PHOTOS PEOPLE! I wore a tube top! Yea, A TUBE TOP!
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